almost said 'potter' because that's the closest thing to a solid right now, isn't it, holding the clay knowing where to pinch and pull and not flinching when the wheel throws off a whole side because you just start again but it's more than that isn't it, like i wanted to be that person, the one who knows how to start again so i almost lied and said 'potter' but that's not what i do, not really, i don't DO anything, i just...am...something, i guess.