the way he wrote "jordan" as "jardine" on the iced matcha , like some weird flower i've never heard of and will never be. then he smiled like he was the one who'd been seen wrong, not me. funny how the smallest things can make you want to just... break everything. especially the things that feel like almost, like almost-joy or almost-love or almost-right. guess that's why Beans bites me when i pet her too long, maybe she knows.