i feel free and i feel terrified, like i'm standing on the edge of something massive, beautiful, unknown, and the urge to jump is as strong as the urge to run the other way, cosmo doesn't hesitate, never looks back, just leaps, and maybe that's the thing, the freedom isn't the absence of fear, it's the choice to leap anyway, into the dark sparkling water that glows with tiny lives you only see when you're completely still, when you let go, when you trust that something will hold you, even if it's only the sea.