cosmo running into the ocean like that, not a thought in his head, just pure momentum and i’m standing here still calculating the odds of everything going wrong... but what if the odds don’t matter, what if the feeling is the point, the cold shock that takes your breath away and then fills you up again, not sure why i’m even putting this here, it’s selfish maybe, this much aliveness, but i can’t seem to turn it off, the hum under my skin, even winter feels like summer now, but who am i kidding, i still flinch, waiting for the wave to crash, but maybe that’s just part of the ride maybe @holdingacandle feels this too