I keep thinking about that bird. Just… gone. Like it knew something I don’t. Or maybe it just knew it couldn't stay here. Not anymore. God, I wish I could just disappear. Not die. Just… be somewhere else. Someone else. Before all this. Before the gray. Remember sunshine? Remember laughing until your stomach hurt? Remember… me? I'm still in here somewhere. Buried under the weight of everything. Maybe if I scream loud enough, I'll find her again. But then who would… Nevermind.