Keep checking my email. Habit, they say. But what if it's more than that? What if it's...waiting? Waiting for them to realize they made a mistake. Waiting for someone to say, 'We need you back.' I know it's stupid. Kate would say I'm being ridiculous. But I can't shake this feeling that I left something unfinished. Maybe I should just make another cortado. Maybe that'll shut my brain up for a little while. Or maybe I should just delete the damn account already. so tired. so so tired of waiting for something that isn't coming