Just saw someone throw away perfectly good leftovers. A whole container of pasta. Makes me sick. I could've eaten that. Or at least, not had to eat ramen AGAIN. It's the waste that gets me. The casualness of it. Like money just grows on trees. What I wouldn't give for a week of not worrying about the electricity bill. Or that CPAP machine. It's probably gonna be another 'sleep sitting up' night. Feels like my lungs are shrinking. But hey, at least I saved a few bucks on the store brand mac and cheese, right? Ugh. Just gotta keep swimming. Just gotta keep...