it's strange, this feeling of being utterly untethered and yet, simultaneously, rooted deeper than I've ever been. it's not the ground beneath my feet that provides the anchor, but something inside, a constant hum that vibrates at the base of my skull when I let my thoughts just expand. it's almost like the less I try to grasp, the more there is to hold onto, a kind of inverse gravity where letting go pulls you into something truer.