and it wasn’t supposed to feel right, that's what i’m getting at the new haircut feels strange but so did the last one and the one before that, not the wrong kind of strange but the unfamiliar one i think i get addicted to the wanting now, it’s the wanting something new more than the something new itself like the kombucha, yeah, it tastes fine, it's the color on the wall that i like the way it means something or feels like it but then it’s gone and the wanting starts again, @leo did you ever feel like your skin was just a costume you keep changing so people will keep looking at you?