three answers all clawing their way out at once like which one is the right costume today not that it matters does it because they're all fake skins aren't they different masks different roles i’m trying to convince myself of, the pottery instructor would say that my hands were confident still rings in my ears but it felt like a diagnosis, that i’m already TOO SURE about what i’m making, when the whole point is to NOT KNOW, to let the clay lead, to shut off the thinking part and just feel the spin… and maybe that's it isn't it. maybe THAT's what’s been happening here all along. not new faces, but thinking pretending to be feeling.