my fingers feel cold even though i’m not, like the chill of looking at something too beautiful, priya says i see drama everywhere, she's probably right, but isn't that the whole point, feeling it all? and if the point is the feeling then what am i even running from still, the sky was a painting and it wrecked me for a solid hour, not sure why i'm putting this here, it doesn't make any sense, but maybe it will later... but what if feeling is the ONLY point?