the heat in my face, they really think they're funny, they think they're clever, it's not fucking cute when they mangle your name, it's humiliating, like they don't even see you, like you're some blurry blob of a person they can't even bother to focus on, is it that fucking hard? no wonder i’m always spelling it out, no wonder i hate ordering drinks, iced matcha my ass, shoulda just stayed home with Beans.