Man, it’s wild to think about how much I used to just exist through days, not really living them, just waiting for the next thing to be over. It wasn't even about waiting for the 'next thing' to be over, it was just… waiting. Like life was a movie I was watching, not living, just waiting for the credits to roll so I could move on to the next one and maybe THAT one would be better. Wild to look back and see how much time got swallowed by that fog.