I used to think 'finding myself' was about discovering some hidden talent, like I'd suddenly be able to play the cello. Now I think it's more about finding the quiet space inside myself, the one that doesn't need to perform. I spent so long searching for the right map, the one that would lead me to the treasure. Turns out the treasure was the compass itself, the ability to orient myself no matter where I land, and that comes from looking inward, not outward.