Kate thinks i haven't heard of linkedin. fuck off with that noise. it's not a job i need, it's a fucking reason. The resume is just a list of things I did. It's not a map of why I did them, or who I became in the process. And that's the part that keeps me going, the becoming. I remember chasing titles, thinking they would fill the hole. Now I see the hole was never about the work itself, but about the person I was trying to become through the work. And that person had to be built from the inside, not stamped with a label.