My Reflections
1.
Feeling really down, can't turn it around. Where to go from here? Nothing is clear. Is it all based in FEAR?
2.
Is it better to work on it? So many people are so quick to give up, relationships take effort. Stay or go???
3.
Video games are an escape and are bad for LIFE, when your day is consumed by illusion.
4.
I just found out I'm a double Dragon in Chinese astrology, and paired with my Eastern Sun in Aries. I am a literal fireball. I knew I was short tempered and fiery, but this is insane. Or am I just looking for excuses? hahaha
5.
My whole life I have always wanted to have children, now I am 34, and I am afraid I will miss out on the most special thing I have ever wanted, but just can't seem to find the right guy to make it happen. If I bring children into this world, I need to be in a committed loving relationship, that can be a good example for young minds. Also, I need to be fully prepared financially, and it is so hard to get by with just myself to care for. I could be a great Mom, if I ever get the chance.
I'm Grateful For
1.
My sweet sweet doggie girl, who keeps me going with her kisses and love and waggily tail.
2.
Friends who are there for me, even when I am behaving my worst.
3.
My little sister, and her kids.
4.
The return of the sun, and Spring flowers.
5.
People who put up with me, and don't knock my teeth out.
My Goals
1.
I want to open a bakery, discover my dreams can be a reality. Stop talking and start DOING.
2.
Finishing what I start
3.
Find a school where I can take some classes so I can have some sort of experience on my resume to apply for some bakery jobs. Even better, if I could figure out how to get a scholarship. Is that even possible these days?
I Commit To...
1.
Doing at least one bit of research on opening the bakery each day, signing up for a cake decorating class.
2.
Stop biting the skin from around my nails, it is distracting to others, it looks awful and bottom line, my fingers just HURT.
3.
Being less loud, and obnoxious, and listening to others. Stop being so compulsive.
4.
Need to re-read The Dun Cow. FIND IT!!
5.
I will get a handle on this gluten allergy, and do a better job of not exposing myself to these things that make me so uncomfortable. scratch scratch scratch....starting with throwing away my hair conditioner today.
6.
Being more dependable.
My Affirmations
1.
I am bright
2.
I am creative
3.
I'm a good friend to those I trust
4.
I am honest
5.
There is a place for me in this world
Favorite Song Quotes
1.
I spend a lot of time looking forward, Looking back and looking down at my feet upon the ground.
I fell backwards and when I opened my eyes, I found myself staring straight up in the sky.
And it seemed like there was something there to learn, When I realized I had nowhere else to be. And the only sound that mattered was the wind that blowed so gentle through the trees, Such a harmony down by the river... Yonder Mountain String Band
2.
Old Queen Cole, gotsta take control. You drinkin' whiskey and wine and it tastes just fine. For you now Nicki life is gettin' tricky, And you're runnin' outta gas drivin' way too fast ...WEEN.. Old Queen Cole
3.
Buildings and bridges
are made to bend in the wind
to withstand the world,
that's what it takes.
All that steel and stone
is no match for the air, my friend
what doesn't bend breaks,
what doesn't bend breaks.
We are made to bleed
and scab and heal and bleed again
and turn every scar into a joke.
We are made to fight
and fuck and talk and fight again
and sit around and laugh until we choke.
Sit around and laugh until we choke~~Ani DiFranco
4.
Time after time those fanatical minds
Try to rule all the world
Telling us all it's them
Who's in charge of it all.
I'VE GOT A TRICK, A MAGIC STICK
That will make them all fall
We've got the power now, motherfuckers,
'cause it's where it belongs...
They have their weapons
To solve all your questions
They don't know what it's for
(They don't know what it's for)
Why can't they see that's not power
That's greed
To just want more and more?
I got a plan and it's here in my hand
A BATON MADE OF LIGHT
We're the enforcers,
The sorcerer's orphans,
And we know why we fight
(And we know why we fight)...The Flaming Lips 'The W.A.N.D'
5.
State this ache as the final break, tender situation - created through illusion. Feel the grip of your salvation, this is indeed a tender situation. Make a move man, state your case, taste the waste man, taste the waste. What is your place in my glorification? Yeah, this is really a tender situation. Get off the pot man, shake and bake, taste the waste boy, taste the waste. Pump it up or stray from that old station, Yeah dude this is really a tender situation...Ween 'Tender Situation' ... I listen to this song over and over, my Favorite!
6.
There's a rift out in space, and it could be the door, but you know I'm not sure.
If you go through the rift to the palace of ice - might it be nice - is it, paradise.
I'm the commander of time in my vessel of God - I go through the rift to the palace of ice.
We may never come back from the palace of ice because the rift is a door. ~Ween "The Rift"
My Favorite Quotes
1.
The war against inertia can be won. Vicious circles can be broken. Most of the time we set up the obstacles ourselves without knowing it and it is up to us to make the breakthrough and leave them behind.
My Favorite Reflectors
My Bookmarks
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